Saturday, October 8, 2011

Michael's Heart Shines Forever

 “Sometimes, when one person is missing, 
the whole world seems depopulated."  by Lamartine 

"Through My Joy And My Sorrow, In The Promise Of Another Tomorrow...
I'll Never Let You Part For Your Always In My Heart." ~ Michael Jackson

To hear his voice in the tape was excruciating... completely paralyzing... yet in that slow, arduous, speech shone through the giant Royal King Michael we all love and will always cherish. His pure heart of gold shining through rising up like the Phoenix. His voice rising above all the ashes of the repugnant attacks this world heaped upon him. Blazing brighter than any evil blitz or character assassination ever thrust upon him while he walked this earth or for that matter since he has been gone. As if speaking from the grave Michael's words echoed around this globe with complete clarity, melting hearts, wiping out FINALLY all vilification.

Michael was a bigger than life person who lived with a hurting, tortured soul not by choice but because of his personal life experience... because of what was inflicted upon his tender soul. Michael was not meant for this wicked and cruel world... he was much too good to survive here amongst the evil doers.

A musical genius who traveled this world multiple times drawing in millions of people to experience his creative, God gifted genius, setting and breaking world records with his cutting edge, innovative performances. Everything Michael did was BIGGER than life especially his love for children. For everything Michael gave this world was in the end... always to help the children. He included them in every show, in every tour. Visiting hospitals and orphanages every where he toured and ALWAYS leaving the children, staff and institutions better for his having been there. Michael Jackson loved beyond all measure with altruistic, benevolent, pure motives in every note he sang, dance move and spin that thrilled the world. Michael whose giant LOVE for healing children and restoring LOVE to this sick, love starved planet was never squelched.

As I sat and listened to him slowly speak at first I was shocked and horrified... I had a panicked desire to some how stop it...stop the tape... to protect him... then I realized these words which have now echoed around the world stand as a final testament to the giant stature of our Royal King of LOVE, Michael Jackson. These slow painstakingly delivered words FINALLY prove to all the accusers, haters, doubters, the under handed media and the slanderous money mongers how truly genuine, authentically pure Michael's motives of transparent innocent LOVE for children have always been. No matter what mud slinging was thrown at Michael he could not ever help who God created him to be. He was God's chosen Angel of LOVE to this modern battered evil planet.

Not even the sickly drug induced state inflicted by a greedy sociopathic hack could prevent Michael's Heart of LOVE from pouring out. No it only shone brighter for all the world to hear. His desire to LOVE and heal this world's children... his children. His words:  "I love them. I love them because I didn’t have a childhood. I had no childhood. I feel their pain. I feel their hurt." Michael Jackson who suffered so much in his tortured life is the only person I have ever in my lifetime witnessed on this planet who truly was motivated completely by LOVE. He was a gift from God.

In his agonizingly slow speech his tender words rise above the hate, the agony, the torment, the unbearable pain inflicted upon him his entire adult life as he endeavors and succeeds yet one more time to teach the world about LOVE. Our teacher. The Master of LOVE.

In 2005 Michael had to abandon his plans to build a children's hospital on the east coast because of the evil lies and accusations that were heaped upon him. It was his dream to build children's hospitals to help heal the sick children in the world. To hear his words that God wanted him to do this, to carry out this altruistic plan only cements for the world his luminous, transparent heart of gold. Anyone who clearly can not see Michael Jackson's true innocent heart after listening to this tape is just pure evil.

Credit to Debbie for this photo and
the photo at the start of the post

“We have to be phenomenal. When people leave this show, when people leave my show, I want them to say, I’ve never seen nothing like this in my life. Go. Go. I’ve never seen nothing like this. Go. It’s amazing. He’s the greatest entertainer in the world. I’m taking that money, a million children, children’s hospital, the biggest in the world. Michael Jackson’s Children’s Hospital. Gonna have a movie theatre, game room. Children are depressed. They’re in those hospitals, no game room, no movie theatre. They're sick because they’re depressed. Their mind is depressing them. I want to give them that. I care about them… them angels. God wants me to do it. God wants me to do it. I’m gonna do it.
 Don’t have enough hope, no more hope. That’s the next generation that’s gonna save our planet, starting with... United States, Europe, Prague. My babies. They walk around with no mother. They drop them off, they leave...a psychological degradation of that. They reach out to me... “Please take me with you.” I want to do that for them. I’m gonna do that for them. That will be remembered more than my performances. My performances will be up there helping my children and always be my dream. I love them. I love them because I didn’t have a childhood. I had no childhood. I feel their pain. I feel their hurt. I can deal with it. Heal The World, We Are The World, Will You Be There, The Lost Children. These are the songs I’ve written because I hurt, you know? I hurt.”

~ Michael Jackson May 10, 2009

People who personally knew Michael Jackson are responding to the tape of Michael speaking and sharing about Michael's Loving nature. Scroll down.

Jonathan "Sugarfoot" Phillip Moffett - Michael's drummer since he was a child, shares his broken, bleeding heart immediately after hearing Michael's voice on the court tape:

" 'NOW'. . . 'NOW' Will You Understand?" 'Those Of You' who Doubted. . . 'Those Of You' who Accused. . . 'Those Of You' were 'SO' Insensitive?. . . Those Who Didn't . . . Couldn't Understand? You 'Ridiculed', 'Judged', and 'Persecuted', 'Hounded'. . . Drove him into the Ground! Now, do you see? After hearing the Recordings Yesterday? The Recordings from the 'Heart Of His Soul'? EVEN when and while he was in the control of and under the influence of his 'Handlers', who aided, abetted and supplied his Impairment of 'State Of Being'... Yet 'EVEN' under it's influence his 'Heart, Mind, and Soul' was focused on 'Caring'. Caring for 'Others' Other Than Himself. Dedicating his Future, his Life, his Heart, his Mind, and his Soul, to the Needs Of Those 'Who are Left To Suffer', "Under No One's Watch" other than his. EVEN In The Face Of What 'HE' was dealing with as was evident on the 'Betrayal' taped recording. From a Genuine Loving Man these sentiments flowed. "My Babies!". "My Children!" "I must help them." "They need help." "I want to help them." "I Love Them All!!!" Angelic, indeed. A Loving Man who Walked and Labored among us. Bore Compassion for and with Others in mind. "Can You Finally See the 'Beautiful Man'. . . 'Wonderful Human Being?" Truly, Honestly Wonderful!!! The 'Angel Among Us'! Doing "GOD's Work." "GOD's Will." 'Behind the Scenes'...
'Un-Publicized.' Hopes and Dreams Recorded in private. . . though by Betrayal. Now that he's gone. . . Dreams Un-Fulfilled. . . Hopes 'All' Gone. . . 'Done'. . . Those who doubted. . . You 'NOW' have compassion on The 'One' who showed, Had and Bore Compassion for and towards 'SO Many' others in dire need. All those who now will 'Never' come to know, the benefits of his Hearts Desire to Help them. Help that because of what has been done, will and shall never come. . . Help, now Never to arrive for All those he spoke and Hurt for. Now, . . . this Hope has been Quieted, . . Heart, Mind and Soul Silenced. .... . . . In cheating him of his life, efforts and dreams, . . you have Cheated and Deprived, the Desperate Children All Over The World who needed him. All those with 'NO HOPE'. His help and caring was forthcoming. Now, never to be realized. Thus, they'll continue to suffer, trapped within their spirits, hearts, souls and minds of depression. For their "ANGEL OF CARE" has been taken away by negligence. "Fallen"... So Sad this world to be if we can't even 'Recognize' an 'ANGEL Of THE LORD' come to save 'HIS' SEED"......................"LET US PRAY"....
Much Love, Jonathan Moffett  
"One Love, For All" "All, For One Love"....

Michael's brother Jermaine Jackson on Twitter: 
I hope the "rent-a-pundits" on TV were listening to this week's lab results that prove there was no Demerol in Michael's body when he died. Finally, the truth comes out to nail the speculative bullshit that has filled air-time by people who prefer to fill in the blanks rather than stick to facts from court: that there is NO evidence of what my brother was 'under' at the time of Murray's audio recording; there is NO evidence that Michael was "addicted" to Propofol as some, like Dr Drew, have guessed; there is NO evidence that Michael's insomnia was linked to Demerol usage (a defense theory)

Jackie, Marlon and Tito Jackson talk about Michael's LOVE for others.

Attorney Thomas Mesereau in an interview with Joy Behar (let me say here I would never in a million years think I'd post Joy Behar on my blog as I just can't stand her. She is one of the lying pundits from the media who have always bashed MJ for fun and profit. I admire Tom Mesereau so very much as he takes her head on and with his cunningly fast mind, armed with the truth sets her in her place with ease and grace)

Here is a link to the video of the interview and the transcription just below:

MESEREAU: "The other thing I want to say is, that I consider Michael to have been one of the nicest, kindest human beings ever created. He had a mission to try and help the world. Even when he`s intoxicated, if he is, and slurring his words and it`s very sad to listen to, he still was talking about building a children`s hospital. That`s the Michael I knew -- caring, decent, honorable, and wanting to use his greatest talents to help the world.

BEHAR: Yes. And also very interested in his audience and giving them the best show, even when he is slurring and under some kind of sedation. That is obvious to me.

But the thing I can`t make sense of is why Conrad Murray would record this in the first place? Do you have any thoughts on that?

MESEREAU: Yes, I do. Unfortunately, Michael Jackson attracted one profiteer after another. I don`t think Michael really trusted any adult. He was just -- felt that everyone who got near him eventually, you know, showed their true colors and wanted to get something out of him."

Reverend Al Sharpton speaks out in defense of Michael Jackson via the Huffington Post, also witnessing to Michael's incredible generosity and ability to embrace the world in LOVE.

Gladys Knight shares her feelings about Michael's heart of LOVE and his true character. This is an older video made right after Michael's Funeral at Holly Terrace but clearly speaks of the real Michael Jackson.

"I Have This Dream" ~ Michael Jackson

Michael wrote this song out of his deep compassion for the suffering after Hurricane Katrina devastated Louisiana. One more time he rose above evil and endeavored to raise money to help the needy. Sadly his dream to bring this assistance to fruition was stopped. Michael announced his intention to record this charity single dedicated to the victims of Hurricane Katrina entitled, "I Have This Dream".

Musicians included in this endeavor who were to lend their voices to this beautiful song were Ciara, Snoop Dogg, R. Kelly, Keyshia Cole, James Ingram, Michael Jackson's brother Jermaine Jackson, Shanice, Shirley Caesar and The O'Jays.

Raymone Bain, Michael's manager at the time stated the list of performers included Mary J. Blige, Missy 'Misdemeanor' Elliott, Jay-Z, James Brown and Lenny Kravitz; however later all of these artists appeared to be no longer participating.

The Katrina Charity Single remains unreleased to this day.


  1. Thank you Betty for this. It's been a difficult 2 weeks. Michael is lucky to have you helping to keep his memory alive. You've done so much.
    Luv ya! - Love, Bonnie

  2. Beautiful,Betty. Thank you so much!

  3. Billie Jean wanted me to post this comment for her. Thank you Veronica. I am happy sharing my feelings has blessed you.

    Betty, for some reason I can't comment on your blog......But following is what I want to say

    Betty, this article from your blog has touched me deeply. Since the beginning of the trial when I heard the beautiful voice of Michael, (lovely though he was under the influence of anything that cm gave to him).... I have a lump in my throat, I listened to the recording many times ... .. Even if I wanted and I tried I couldn't express in words all the emotion and the pain I feel inside me for all the tragedy of Michael's life and death and the way it is exposed before the world with no mercy, every single detail (poor sweet angel)...
    However, dear friend, you did it. YES you could express your thoughts and feelings in a very vivid way and with the soul in your hand!

    Thanks Betty, You've helped me a lot.

  4. Betty, I love the way you have brought all of this together to make sense of it all for us. It has been a very difficult time the last 2 weeks, yet there has been as much bliss as there has been agony. It all depends on what we choose to focus on. I admit for the first two days of the trial I was devastated, but isn't it interesting that it is Michael himself who is helping us all to get through it. Thank you for your beautiful writing.