Xscape... L.A. Listening Party

We were a party of eleven global MJ fans... ranging in age from early twenties to over sixty... all hardcore MJ fans... for some it was a journey of 20 hours with overlays... for others less time in flight from their homes on the other side of the globe or across the states... for me it was a familiar hour drive in L.A. traffic. For all of us it is a journey to the unknown... filled with MJ Butterflies. I’m feeling very nervous and anxious... filled with so many thoughts and feelings. I end up blathering on like a magpie... not ever sure what I’m talking about but so happy to be meeting new MJ fans who share my heart. Some I know by name only on Face Book and others I’ve never met. I love that moment when the Face Book name registers with the face and hugs ensue.

Although very anxious for a long awaited new MJ CD... always in the back of my mind I’m thinking, “A new album from Michael Jackson... how good could it possibly be without the man himself here to give it the final nod?” I personally felt some deep trepidation since the invite arrived. We weren’t told what the invite was for... everything was top secret... however deducing there had been listening parties in Paris, London and N.Y... my guess was L.A. had to be next. What if I didn’t really like this album? As an MJ fan I resigned myself to being very grateful there are original untouched demos on the deluxe version. No one can screw those up... Michael at his bare bones finest. Any true MJ fan has been listening to leaked versions of songs for years now... sorry but it’s true. We all drink in Michael’s voice in any version... grateful to hear his genius. I had decided one way or another... although grateful for the invite I would be honest about what I thought and felt. I may never be invited back to such an event but... I have to be loyal to my truth! I mean really without Michael’s personal touch, work ethic, excellence of product, his quiet, tender, kind, humble and respectful way of accepting only the best of himself and others, the masterful way in which he drove all who worked for him and studied under him to strive for depths of excellence they never knew existed... without him here... how good could it really be? Soooo many questions had been running through my mind and heart.

Heartbreakingly over the last five long years the world has had to deal with the devastating fact... Michael is gone... the King is gone... leaving a huge void in our hearts and the music industry. There is not a day that goes by for me that I do not play, watch and hear Michael Jackson sing. There just aren’t any other artists, although very talented, that consistently touch my heart the way Michael continues to with his timeless music.



Around the world it is agreed upon by music critics and fans alike Michael’s unfinished demos are masters of high quality better than most finished product out there today. The music stars of today although many are amazingly talented only attempt to rise to MJ's artistic level. Only MJ can fill his shoes and this is a fact which will forever remain concrete!  


So then what does happen when Michael’s beautifully layered vocals which he anointed with his genius are touched by producers who once worked with the KOP one on one... those highly respected in the business who STILL deeply love and respect Michael... who listened diligently and learned from Michael’s example and tutelage one on one when he still walked this earth? 



The answer...
Michael reaches out from the universe, from his heavenly home and works his magic from the biospheres! The King is back! Just as he wished... his music... his art LIVES on! 


That special perfect voice... no one can touch or duplicate... the depth of emotion in vocal story telling... the growl in his voice... the vocals layered over and over one another.... the ecstatic Hee Hees... blissfulness... escapism... Xscape!!

 I felt the same chills while listening to this new album as I felt years ago when I used to watch each new MTV MJ short film or listen to each new MJ album. Yes it's all there!!

Spirits run high when we all realize we are being taken to the Henson Studios, home of the Muppets, formerly A&M Studios which holds within its walls great Michael history. This is a place on my Michaeling bucket list which has been untouchable... a closed, secure, working studio. So for me it’s a mission complete and an amazingly wonderful surprise! We are escorted into a very special place... Studio A. Directed to sit in chairs in the middle of the room where giant multi-level speakers focus on us. We take a seat and as I look around realize this is a very familiar place... a very MICHAEL place. A place where music history was made in the '80s.

In my nervousness I am talking up a storm... sorry everyone... that is what I do when I am nervous... suddenly it all registers and I see Michael before me... and blurt out... “This is the studio where Michael recorded ‘We Are The World’!" Yes along with so many 80’s music stars... directed by Q to ‘Leave your egos at the door.’ I feel myself hoping that many on this new MJ album followed suite with Q's directive as well. 

As I look around the room I realize the chairs are set up just about where Michael stood when he recorded the masters for all the stars to learn their part on the song. MJ perfectly singing every range of the song for each of them. I picture Quincy at his music stand and Frank Delio with his cigar where now sits a computer and a sound board table. I look around the room and yes there is the wall! The wall where Michael sat on the floor, leaned up against it as he worked with Lionel Richie on that ground breaking charity based anthem. As thoughts of the magic and history of 'We Are The World' flood my mind I am reminded again with Michael everything was innovative and groundbreaking. I wonder how can anyone meet that expectation with him gone? How good could this album possibly be?

We are told that LA Reid who produced with Baby Face, and now the CEO of Epic Studios will be our personal DJ. What? YES! He himself will be playing the Xscape album for us. Cool bring it on!!

Sylvia Rhone - President of Sony Music Epic Records
LA Reid - Chairman & CEO of Epic Records

Xcitement and anticipation builds... many Epic and Sony executives enter the room including Sylvia Rhone, president of Sony, a slight lady in a spring dress with a perky attitude and very warm and friendly spirit. They shake our hands... we whisper to each other asking who many of them are. Shake our heads... we have no idea. No suits... all casual in tennis shoes and jeans... some are looser than others... some clearly are uncomfortable and look like they have more important things to do... well it’s the corporate world so yeah that is to be expected... we exchange friendly hellos and handshakes with some and learn these people are very down to earth and many are MJ fans like us. Wait???? What???? These are Sony/Epic executives... right? I’m confused... this is not jelling with all I’ve heard about Sony... evil Sony... Sony Sucks... Sony is phoney! Yes... THAT Sony. The Sony of Tommy Matolla and years gone by... the Sony that Michael passionately spoke out about. I feel a big “Yeah whatever” come over me... I know the two faced corporate world.... we’ll see how this all plays out. 


Instead while we wait I focus on the fans... many are those I interact with from the other side of the world... now connecting Face Book names and emails with real life faces. Navi who eerily has Michael’s deep round brown eyes is here and happily we reunite. Hugs ensue all around... especially for, beautiful, April, my dear friend Bonnie’s daughter from Boston. Bonnie has run MJ-Upbeat website in LOVE for Michael since 2003. After Michael’s death she was the loving person the Lord provided who became my life buoy in an ocean of grief. A lovely lady from Japan, Michiko, shows me her wonderful MJ jacket and purse... they have the best MJ clothes in Japan. I’m so happy to meet Mickie Qbee, a fun loving lady who is staff on MJJ Community. I’ve been asked to support a very shy fan from Germany, Jasmina, I look for her. Shy? I chuckle as I see she is chatting away with other MJ fans totally at home with those around her. What a privilege to be apart of such a gathering of MJ fans from the UK, Japan, Germany, the Netherlands, Italy, Spain and the USA. It’s so astonishing to me that we barely know one another and yet through Michael Jackson’s music we instantly bond, quickly become friends in person. Michael the heart hook, the glue which draws us together as ONE.

John Branca and Karen Langford who are committed to excellence and protecting Michael’s legacy and his children confirm now we are indeed at the L.A. Xscape listening party. John Branca speaks to us about many songs Michael worked on that were not released as intended such as ‘Wanna Be Startin’ Somethin” was originally recorded for ‘Off The Wall’ but used three years later on ‘Thriller.’ ‘Earth Song’ and ‘They Don’t Care About Us’ were originally recorded for ‘Dangerous’, but eventually used four years later on ‘HIStory.’ He explained that the songs left over from recording for certain albums, although recorded in full, aren’t necessarily finished but nor are they necessarily songs Michael had disregarded as unreleasable. They just didn't fit on to that particular album.

We all sit in Michael’s ‘We Are The World’ studio on the Henson lot anxiously anticipating Michael's voice when LA Reid enters the room and John introduces him. An amiable, warm and friendly man he talks about his deep, committed responsibility to Michael with this album. Sharing his heart he explains from the very start he let John Branca and John McClain know there is no way he would even consider touching Michael’s work unless he personally felt it was already at a stage where Michael had shown he loved the songs. He explains that as he personally listened to the demos the Estate provided him... with an open mind to say No... the songs with the layers of continued work are the ones which clearly had Michael’s nod of approval... showing him the way... that Michael loved those songs. If Michael never continued to work on something... if he only sang the chorus and he never worked on it again... that demo was out. Clearly and humbly he explained that he loves and respects Michael Jackson and has been a very long time fan and was privileged and awed to work with Michael in the later years but with Michael's passing their projects were never completed. I relate... wait... I relate to LA Reid? What? Well we all have regrets in the area of Michael... on a different level completely... I regret never attending a concert... never meeting Michael... but God had other plans for me. Here this man who regrets never finishing his work with MJ... God had other plans for him as well.

He is beaming like a kid at Christmas... clearly anxious to play the album for us... we are all on the edge of our seats... very anxious. The first song on the album “Love Never Felt So Good” begins... and Michael’s voice, an undeniable beat of Michael’s heart fills the room. The true test of a Michael song is if you feel it throughout your body... into your bones... giving you chills... if it moves you and there is just no sitting still. We are all moving to the beat in our chairs. It’s GOOD! YES it’s REALLY, REALLY GOOD!! I glance over at Navi with a knowing smile and we nod. YES! We agree... it’s true to MICHAEL... at least for this first song... THE KING IS BACK!! 

With each song... the same feeling overwhelms us... soon I can’t stay in my chair... I’m up and dancing... and I do NOT dance in public. I move to the middle of the room where the speakers focus all sound. Many of the executives are dancing and enjoying even more so than the fans. Well we are after all listening for the first time... yet it is undeniably EXCELLENT so far. Soon all the fans are smiling and up... NO one is still seated. All are moving to the beat... Michael’s voice filling our hearts and souls. All 8 songs are played for us. I simply can’t tell you which one is my favorite... I love them all! Everyone is so far superior to the majority of empty, soulless, shallow songs out there today. Sorry Bruno and JT... you are still awesome!!

Another true test of a great Michael album... each one could be a single... a hit! Yet they all cohesively work together and speak to one another. Too soon all eight songs are played and it’s over. LA Reid who has been grooving, dancing and playing virtual drums, piano and directing an invisible spherical orchestra returns to the sound table and asks,“Again?” We all nod with a resounding, “YES!” So one song at a time he plays the album for us again... After the first or second song replays he asks, “What do you think? Let it play or is that it!” I burst out with, “Let it play!” I NEED to hear these Michael songs again... I need to listen deeper. Yes the true test... if an MJ album is listened to over and over and over... will it still be current, relevant and amazing the 2nd or 1000th time? 



I have this deep heartfelt pang wishing for the millionth time that Michael was still here to be the one to finish these songs himself. Although ecstatic that they are absolutely excellent... I wonder what they would sound like with his masterful genius finishing touch.  I’ve come to accept this thought will never leave... it just won’t. Of course we all wish he was still with us... fact is he’s not. Truth is... gratefully we are so very, very blessed that he left a treasure trove and his music still lives on! 



The album finishes a full second play and LA pulls his chair from behind the sound table for a one on one Q&A. Comfortably relaxed and open to us he crosses one leg over another as he explains about his resistance at first to complete any MJ demo. He is CEO of Epic records... he no longer needs to spend endless hours in a studio mixing and adding just the right elements to a song. Yet with Michael’s demos... Michael’s music... it was a chance to bring things full circle... to find healing from the loss of Michael.... for him it was an opportunity to bring to fruition unfinished work. A chance to honor the KOP in his house Sony/Epic Music bringing Michael the honor he so sorely deserves. He let it be known that no other company than Epic should be the one to produce this album after all Epic was Michael’s home and all his albums were produced by Epic.  He shared about working with Michael and that MJ had told him, “LA it’s not about the money with me. It’s about being the best... being at the top.”

For LA Reid, as well, it’s clearly not about the money. As we prod him with questions as to why he decided to work on this MJ album he digs deeper. Sharing his heartfelt personal thoughts about his own life. That since his appointment as CEO of Epic he has thought in his heart, “Why am I here... really here? I mean I know logistically how I got here... what circumstances happened to get me to this place... but really... why am I here?” His answer is revealed once John Branca asks him to take a look at the demos. After listening to them he now understands why he is here... why he is CEO of Epic... it’s to do this for Michael... bring him full circle at Sony... back to the top of the charts. Honored once again.

LA reveals that he did little research on the demos but went with what appealed to his heart. That was how he decided which ones to work on. He shared that it was only after he'd extensively worked on and recorded the mixes to the level of excellence he felt they deserved and played the songs at a listening party was he told by an MJ fan that the MJ fans had been listening to many of these leaked songs for years. At first he felt shocked and panicked a bit wondering what the response from fans would be... but then calmed down knowing he had done his best giving each one the justice Michael deserved.

He expressed what a privilege it was for each of the producers to finish what they started with Michael... a true labor of LOVE for each... a healing journey. LA decided early on that not just anyone would be working on this album... only those that knew what it was like to work with Michael. That they MUST approach this work with commitment to total excellence to honor MJ’s legacy.



He became very sincere as he looked at Branca and then back at us hesitating at first and then sharing, “I know this is NOT the place... really to bring up the media and all that they have spread...” as he slapped his leg and loudly exclaimed, “I just HAVE to say, MICHAEL WAS INNOCENT!!” Which brought a round of applause from the fans and others in the room as he was preaching to the choir. Then proceeded to tell us about his personal time with Michael and his children relaying one of the most beautiful memories for him with Michael was witnessing Michael’s loving fathering skills and hearing Michael and the children randomly singing a Disney song together as they interacted one night at home. As a father himself LA said there was no denying MJ’s love for his children. 



I’m very impressed with LA Reid as a person... he is humble, down to earth and very approachable with a great contagious smile. He shared about keeping an open mind while listening to the demos always keeping in mind he would not touch any demo that MJ had not brought to a level of excellence. Also how John Branca told him he’d over looked a song, ‘A Place With No Name.’ How he’d listened closely to this song again and realized John was correct. It was definitely a great song and needed to be on the album. I absolutely have to agree this song is one of my absolute favs on this album. I really thought I’d like the demos better than the mixed versions but I have to say I absolutely love everyone of these songs. Each tells a different story... each show cases Michael’s historic genius with a contemporized approach which truly compliments Michael completely. The younger of the audience, April, admitted she is hard to please with new songs and was ready to not like it. She simply beamed as she did not hesitate to share she loved everyone of the songs. I am so excited to know that there will be new generations of fans appreciating Michael Jackson's genius and music for generations to come. Another gentleman fan said he is very shy yet the music and Michael’s voice had him up out of his seat and moving to the music which he normally does not do, especially in public.



We decide to take a group picture and discuss the light and where to stand... Navi suggests the view with the sound booth in the background. LA Reid suggests farther out into the room where there is better light... and then I say, "Why don't we all stand where Michael stood?" LA turns to me and says, "Where is that?" I point, smile, saying, "Right here where he recorded, 'We Are The World'." He laughs and puts his hand on my shoulder and exclaims, "Well there is NO way I can fill Michael's shoes but let's all stand right here where Michael stood!" I respond with, "No way... No one ever will!" He gives me a knowing look, smile and nod. Then we line up on Michael's spot for our pic.

Karen shares with us a gem was found in Michael’s own notes as they discovered Michael's inspiration behind “Do You Know Where Your Children Are?” In the '60s through the '90s there was a TV campaign for child safety that would come on TV each evening asking parents everywhere this very question. Only Michael could take a TV safety campaign and turn it into genius, rhythmic music and song writing.  Soooo Michael... soooo freaking amazing! 



We leave the the Henson Studios on foot to walk to the Roosevelt Hotel a few city blocks away... allowing the MJ fans to experience the Hollywood walk of fame experience. They are thrilled and take many pictures of the stars on the sidewalk along the way. Once at the hotel we are escorted to a large table in the side grotto and dine on delicious and healthy appetizers, dinner and amazing gourmet desserts compliments of LA Reid and Epic Studios.

The Sony phoney stuff is still bothering me so I ask Jeff about it... he states that was all dealt with when Michael was still alive and Michael was happy to sign another contract with Sony/Epic in 2008. There is not one person remaining at Sony who was there during the Invincible debacle. I am grateful to hear this and I feel Michael would be happy to know that his focused efforts conquered the devilishness that once ran Sony. His fight not only had been won when he was here on this earth but now those at the helm of Sony have come full circle... the result? MJ is King!

We all seem overwhelming relieved and agree that this album is FANTASTIC. We are asked which song is our favorite. I find it hard to choose. There is one song that is good; however did not move me like the others. Yet as we talk and bounce around our reaction to the songs I find that many absolutely love the one I am not that moved by. Yet I know with Michael’s music I can’t wait for the chance to listen closer over and over again with the albums release on May 13th. Then I can allow Michael's music to sink into my blood... hear what maybe I was missing on that particular song and totally drink in all the others I love so much.  



This superbly mixed and engineered album for each of them especially LA Reid is a Labor of LOVE... spending endless hours, days and nights in the studio... striving for the perfection that they felt Michael was spurning them towards. Truly it shows in the end result... this album will be a huge HIT! It will be so wonderful to see Michael back up at the top of the charts where he so deservedly  belongs. 



We gather the next day and are taken by van to Sony Music studios for breakfast in a conference room. We are asked to candidly share our likes, dislikes and concerns. The Sony president, Sylvia Rhone, along with John Branca and Karen Langford and other executives from N.Y are present in person and by video conference. We bandy around our thoughts and impressions of the album... it is unanimous... we all LOVE the Xscape album and are very eager for it’s release! We are told there are more surprises tucked into the Deluxe version!

 Although we heard eight songs we are told there is still yet another song... a 9th which will be a total surprise to the entire world along with several other surprises in the Deluxe version, as well as, two videos of all the producers speaking about the heartfelt process of making this album and their journey with Michael in this process. 

The subject of Mr. Brainwash comes up and John shares that as he drives to work everyday there is a liquor store he passes. He must have driven by it literally 1,000s of times and never really noticed anything special about it but this one day he sees a painting of Marilyn Monroe in the window and thinks, “That is really different.” Each day after he continues to notice that painting... it seems to jump out at him. Then on a subsequent day he passes a billboard on the same route and there is the most interesting painting which he is very drawn to. Finally he stops at the liquor store to inquire who did the painting... he researches the billboard for the same answer and learns the same artist did them both... Mr. Brainwash. They contact Mr. Brainwash to come in for a meeting asking him to bring samples of his work. He begins to tell Mr. Branca that he is so thrilled because Michael Jackson was one of his first clients. John is totally taken aback... he asks him, “What? What do you mean Michael Jackson was one of your first customers?” Mr. Brainwash relays the story of Michael approaching him and buying many of his paintings. John shaking his head at what he has heard as he remembers and relays the story needed not to verbally complete the connection for me... as I sat there with 'Michael chills' all over my body. Clearly Michael was in charge of connecting Mr. Branca with Mr. Brainwash for the promo Xscape artwork... for me there are no coincidences. Once again Michael has reached out from the heavenly spheres to put his touch, his final nod, guidance on this... his own album. 


Epic and the MJ Estate are committed to reveal this album the way that Michael would want it done... with magic and surprise! 

So yes there will be more exciting Xscape surprises! Stay tuned!! There is more to come and I just truly feel we won't be disappointed.

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*** THANK YOU to the MJ Online team Jeff, Alicia and Lindsey for all your hard work and your kindness and patience. Thank you to John Branca, John McClain and Karen Langford for your steadfast commitment to excellence in all you do for Michael’s legacy, memory and Estate. Thank you so much for caring what the MJ fans think, appreciating and listening to us and allowing us to have a say and input into Michael’s legacy.

An interview by Matt Blank from MJWN (an MJ fan who attended the L.A. Xscape listening party)  with the creator and artist of the Xscape album cover Mat Maitland:

http://www.mjworld.net/news/2014/04/02/exclusive-interview-with-xscape-artwork-designer/


Other reviews from fans who attended the Xscape L.A. Listening Party:

MJWN(Michael Jackson World Net) - Matt Blank
http://www.mjworld.net/news/2014/04/12/xscape-an-album-listening-like-no-other/

LMJ (Legendary Michael Jackson) - Sjoerd Roijenga
http://www.legendarymichaeljackson.nl/news/exclusive-lmj-listening-to-xscape-with-the-mj-estate-in-los-angeles/

Truthnow.com
http://mjtruthnow1.wordpress.com/2014/04/12/xscape-listening-session-los-angeles/

MALIBU (Michael Jackson & Family Fan Club) - Jasmina
http://www.malibufanclub.de/hp/index.php/malibuforum/news/852-malibu-beim-xscape-listening-in-la#24270

MJ-Upbeat.com - April Lamrock
http://home.mj-upbeat.com/2014/04/15/xscape-with-the-king-of-pop-new-album-review/

MJJCommunity - Mickie Qbee
http://im4mj.blogspot.fr/2014/04/xscape-to-la-special-invite-to-pre.html?spref=fb

Navi
http://www.cairoscene.com/ViewArticle.aspx?AId=2895

Magical MJ ONE

“I always want to do music that inspires or influences another generation. You want what you create to live, be it sculpture or painting or music. Like Michelangelo, he said, “I know the creator will go, but his work survives. That is why to escape death, I attempt to bind my soul to my work.” And that’s how I feel. I give my all to my work. I want it to just live.” ~~~ Michael Jackson

MJ One is an experience like no other; just as Michael Jackson was an entertainer like no other. Where Immortal started the rolling wave of excellence to honor Michael Jackson and his legacy which has traveled around the world... MJ One catapults it to a whole new dimension. I’ve heard it said Immortal was like the MJ ice cream and cake and MJ One is like a super sized serving with sprinkles, whip cream and cherry on top. 

There is no way I could ever explain or break down this show song by song. Nor would I want to as it’s simply an adventure that truly needs to be experienced personally.

Every time I’ve attended, which is four times now, I’ve seen and experienced something new from different areas of the theater. As with all Cirque Shows it is changing, evolving as a living thing, creatively growing each time. This fact is so reassuring to me as a huge MJ fan because we all know Michael was a perfectionist. The fact that Cirque du Soleil continues to listen, digest their own creation and change it for the better on a continual basis gives credence to the fact that they highly respect the genius of Michael Jackson and his artistry.

 When the fans were asked to attend the show and write a review I was absolutely thrilled and honored. Having already purchased a ticket for the MJ One early show and MJ pre-party birthday celebration in Vegas I now would also be attending the very special second show.

Special Birthday fluorescent MJ One ticket

I had two tickets for the second show and for me it was imperative I needed to invite someone special. I prayed knowing that God had someone in mind for that assignment. I felt it needed to be someone who had not seen the show yet... so they could share this first experience. I wanted to watch the expression on their face as MJ One touched their senses for the first time. I really had no idea what God had in store. I waited for weeks to ask someone and then the doors opened and I knew who would be my special guest... Michael Kiss (MK). A very long time fan of Michael Jackson’s, also an MJ impersonator who is performing in Vegas at the V Theater, a member of the Michael Jackson Fans of Southern California (MJFSC) Face Book group and more importantly a friend. He happily felt very blessed to attend the second show with me.  



At the first show God blessed me as a gentleman from the UK sat next to me. He had traveled from London just to see MJ One. A very long time, huge, die hard MJ fan he expressed as I have so many times, “I was never able to see Michael Jackson in concert when he was alive. This is the closest I will ever come to that. It is second best but it helps ease the thought that he is no longer with us.” 



I began this journey as I do all my Michaeling adventures with eyes and heart open wide and great expectations. As has been my experience since Michael’s death special things happen... one just needs to remain open to God’s plan. Many times I have written about and expressed the Lord’s touch on my life when it comes to Michael. I’ve had so many experiences where I end up meeting someone who knew Michael or going somewhere I had not intended on going... led there... dare I say by Michael. The brush of an angel’s wing and I am suddenly speaking to someone who worked with or knew Michael. In every instance it always astounds and amazes me. You would think I’d get used to such happenings by now; however like a child at Christmas each time is so exciting and I’m just simply blown away.



This particular Michaeling adventure started at the airport. Sitting quietly alone in the terminal thinking about how unfriendly airports can be. They are filled with so many people yet very few talk or interact. Each person in their own world, traveling, focused on getting where they need to go. Almost everyone is on a phone or ipad or listening to their ipods with personal, invisible, protective barriers set in place. The young girl in short shorts (do they even call them that anymore?) across from me listening to her ipod gets up and leaves her seat empty... another young girl looking very much like her and also listening to her ipod takes her place... then she too leaves. A man pushing a wheel chair takes her place. The gray haired gentleman wearing a nice brown tweed suit and blue A’s baseball cap reminds me of my dad. I look at the man maneuvering the wheelchair as he sits across from me. He is wearing a comfortable track suit, checking his phone and I confirm to myself that I must be loosing my mind, that I’ve obviously completely MJ’d out. Wondering if I am outwardly mouthing the words, “Wow... he looks very much like Travis Payne.” Then I think to myself... take a picture and look again. So I take an unauthorized picture of this unwitting stranger and he jumps up and wheels the gentleman away. I think again to myself, “You idiot now you’ve done it. It was Travis Payne and you made him uncomfortable with over the top fandomness"... but then I think... "Nawh get over yourself... that couldn’t have been Travis Payne anyway.” 

He talks to the flight attendant at the desk and glances back at me as I pretend to take pics of the airport flight sign like any real touristy, tourist would do... right? Maybe that will cover the fact that I snapped a pic of him on the sly like a stalker paparazzo. I decide I’m out of my mind for both sneaking pics and thinking it is Travis Payne and toss the camera back in my purse. He then returns to the same seat across from me and parks the chair next to the end facing me. I can’t help but look straight at him... giving a curious glance... making eye contact... and then he smiles. Yes that smile! It is definitely Travis Payne. ‘The’ Travis Payne that all MJ fans know who traveled, performed and created with Michael Jackson on such a personal level for so many years. I smile back and say, “Hello. Are you going to Vegas?” He responds with a nod, his eyes lighting up as he says, “Yes and you?” My mouth is moving as I speak and words come out but I’m not sure it’s me talking... I mean what are the friggin’ chances of sitting across from Travis Payne and his father? I hear myself excitedly respond, “Yes. MJ One!” He says, “Oh yes I’m going to see MJ One too.” I blurt out, “Yes! I know you ARE!” I mean where else would he be going on MJ’s birthday... right? He smiles big and introduces me to his father, “I’m taking my family too. This will be our first time to see it together. There will be seven of us. This is my father, Dr. Payne.” He graciously introduces me as an MJ super fan who is keeping MJ’s legacy alive. I am so honored as he hospitably pats the seat between him and his dad and invites me to sit between them and chat. I readily accept the offer feeling like I’m talking with old friends. Travis is such a kind, sincere and generous hearted person with the fans. He truly has learned so much from Michael... or maybe it just comes naturally for him. After meeting his parents I do believe the later may be the case. Although so many times I’ve met those who worked closely with Michael and they are so down to earth and kind. You can see why Michael was so comfortable with them.

As conversation proceeds I learn his father is a huge music fan and has an entire basement lined with vinyl LPs of all types of music. So many genres and musicians you could not begin to list them all. We begin to talk about the surround sound chairs and music immersion of the MJ One theater and his eyes light up as he shares about his six speaker surround sound in his basement. Clearly Travis has inherited his father’s deep musicality. I just know I need a picture to document this moment in time with these two beautiful men. So I enlist another traveler who has been observing the unusually friendly airport scene and he happily obliges. 

I am caught off guard when Dr. Payne kindly asks me where I am from originally and I share, “California... but I moved all over as my dad was a big part of NASA. I am a NASA brat.” Normally when traveling it's all about Michaeling... fans don’t take the time to learn too much about one another as we are busy sharing the latest Michaeling adventure. I know this is something I am guilty of. The warm feeling of Dr. Payne’s genuine interest reminds me this must change. Then Travis asks where I’ll be sitting at the show... I tell him and add, "I’ll look for you and say hello to you and your family or at least wave hello... if that is ok.” He warmly responds, “Absolutely! Please do.” Then as I reach out to shake his father’s hand good-bye Travis says, “Dad doesn’t like to shake hands. He likes to hug.” I happily ask if I can hug him. He nods responding with a jovial, “Of course you can.” I proceed to hug my new found friend, Dr. Payne, expressing a heartfelt, “It was so nice to meet you.”  Travis is so kind and eloquently charming just like his father. Then as it’s now time to board we move from our seats toward the boarding tunnel. I am traveling to Vegas on board with Travis Payne and his lovely father. Surreal doesn’t begin to explain the feeling as I wonder silently, “If this is how my trip is starting, dear Lord, what will be next?”

The MJ fans who have taken advantage of the special offer from Mandalay Bay for Michael’s 55th birthday receive a special gift bag with each room. In the gift bag is a surprise invitation to a Meet and Greet in the MJ One gift shop with Joe Vogel, author of "Man In The Music." We are surprised to learn Matt Forger, Michael’s private music engineer for many, many years is also there to meet fans. Then as the doors open we move inside the lobby for delicious cupcakes and a celebration of what would have been Michael’s 55th birthday. There are many present who worked with Michael for many years. So much talent is present and so much respect for Michael. Present for the fans to greet and talk with are John Branca, Jamie King, Greg Phillinganes, Rich and Tone Talauega and Travis Payne. Many pictures are taken and autographs given. It's such a delight to talk to these amazingly talented people.

 
The show, MJ One, is simply that magical place I never want to leave.... if only it could be the never ending journey
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The music first of all is absolutely amazing... ALL Michael Jackson... thanks to the genius of Kevin Antunes and his respectful sensitivity to handling and mixing Michael’s voice, music and songs. There has always been a therapeutic healing in Michael Jackson’s music that reaches souls from the smallest of children to the oldest of adults. Kevin Antune’s has blended the songs so well you just drift effortlessly from one MJ hit song and back to another. The joined forces and amazing artistic creation of Cirque’s Welby Altidor along with the highly energetic, creative talent of Jamie King incorporate all eras of Michael’s long career. Also the amazing co-choreography talent of Travis Payne and the brothers Rich and Tone Talauega bring respect and homage to MJ covering decades of sharp, signature dance moves, music and creativity. They all have the absolute highest respect and love for Michael Jackson and readily will tell you it is their honor and privilege to bring credit to him on all levels. I’m so surprised to know that the Talauega brothers remember me from the BAD 25 premier in Hollywood. In talking to the brothers again at the birthday party they emphatically shake their heads in assured confirmation that they would have it NO other way than to show absolute respect for Michael and work for excellence in his memory. This is always a joyful conversation with any of these talented artists. Knowing that MJ’s reputation and legacy are safe with them is very affirming. Also very reaffirming is to see and hear from John Branca and Karen Langford that Michael’s legacy is in tact and guarded. Knowing they protect Michael’s legacy for his children is very reassuring. 


The entire phenomenal cast of MJ One, from Mother Earth to the acrobats and the pole dancer who takes pole dancing to a whole other artistic level in Dirty Diana.... everyone... they all defy description. The mind boggling circus sights and acrobatics of the Cirque cast as they fly through the air over the audience on ropes, giant rubber bands and trampolines; as well as beautifully choreographed MJ moves of the dancers are transformative. It is just the most perfect melding of all that was Michael and the art and joyful fun he loved. Watching them defy gravity as acrobats light up and moon walk down the walls, magically glide across the stage or float above you literally lifts your spirit with restorative energy.

There are gasps, cheers, oohs and aahs, spontaneous bursts of applause for most all the songs... the energy is high... very high. At the end of the first show the gentleman from the UK sitting next to me openly shares his awe and wonder and ecstatically proclaims while shaking his head in disbelief, “I have traveled all over the world to see the most incredible shows and I have to say this is the first time I have EVER experienced literal snow falling in the audience. Combine that with Michael’s appearance as a hologram, just everything else, along with Michael’s music... this has to be the best show I’ve ever seen!”



The sights... the sounds mesmerize with the ‘Magic that is Michael Jackson’ as his music and voice tenderly grip your inner child and take you out to play on a Michael journey where only the sweet innocence of Michael’s creative inner child could ever take you. No other artist has ever been able to personally touch so many on a global level with his voice and music, reaching deep into their inner core. Michael’s music is a personal experience felt with the aid of total sound immersion from 5,500 surrounding speakers. You not only feel it... you live total spontaneous immersion in the MJ One theater which also includes personal speakers in each seat. You can’t help but breath in the feast for the senses, visions dancing over head and flying through the air as the sound envelopes you. MJ One is simply a phenomenal, rejuvenating and euphoric experience.



Even before the music, dancers and acrobats fill the theater for the special birthday show we are led into MJ’s fantastical wonderland enjoying his fun sense of humor as the misfit actors in the show mess with the audience pretending to steal seats and the paparazzi sneak up and take pictures. One audience member, a lady who is targeted by the gang of red coated pap poses like Marilyn Monroe and flaunts it for the cameras... playing back to them. The audience laughs and applauds her. Then just as suddenly the same actors who were messing with the audience are on stage and the show begins.

Our seats are in the most advantageous place so far, right in the middle of the front section, three quarters up from the stage. Far enough away to see all that is happening around you and close enough to see details on stage. I mention this because the fans continue to ask where the best seats are. These are them! Although I have to say there are seriously NO bad seats in the MJ One Theater. 



As we watch the pap & misfits messing with the audience the long row of seats next to me remains empty. Memories of the surprise at the Staples Immortal premier flutter through my mind when I realized I was sitting next to the Jackson brothers and right behind Chris Tucker and his son. Glancing over I see Travis Payne entering with his family. His dad is right next to him. I’m thrilled to see his mother is also with him now. I look at MK and jokingly say, “Wouldn’t it be amazing if Travis came and sat in these empty seats next to me.” MK responds with a nod back toward Travis and his family as they make their way down the isle toward me. Sure enough Travis moves with his father down the isle and sits smack dab next to me, leans over and with a knowing grin says exactly what I’m thinking, “God is good!” I wholeheartedly agree out loud with him, "Yes He is!" Then he motions to his dad, “Look Dad, here is the lady we met at the airport.” We all smile and say hello again and this time I’m also pleased and privileged to meet Travis’ lovely and gracious mother, Inez.

The show begins... Dr. Payne is bopping in his chair to the music. He definitely feels it. Both Travis and I laugh in agreement... we are feeling it too. The energy level beginning to amp up. To begin to describe MJ One in detail is a disservice to anyone going to see it. First I would not want to ruin the experience for you; however beyond that it is just indescribable and MUST be experienced.


There are many favorite highlights in the show for me.... the acrobats who burst onto the stage for 'Smooth Criminal' and the perfect amazing lean. 'Thriller' is one of my favorite sequences and very much incorporates the audience as the dancers fill the isles creeping along, falling from the sky and ultimately there is an army of creepy ghouls doing the Thriller dance everywhere. The energy is incredibly intense and uplifting eliciting thoughts of how utterly amazing Michael’s personal performing energy must have been, as I’ve been told it was many times the energy of MJ One.

Another amazing act is 'Human Nature' as a dancer who seemingly boneless performs an incredibly fluid routine, clearly inspired by Michael Jackson. Each song and act a burst of sensory immersion therapy! However the literal gentle snowfall during 'Stranger in Moscow' is a sensory delight as the cool snow flakes land and melt on my face and hands and the MJ One program which lays across my lap.


The second show I sit between Travis Payne and Michael Kiss (MK). I had warned MK that it’s a very emotional show so he came prepared with a pack of tissues. As soon as the first beat hits Travis is moving in his seat... it simply just in his DNA... so many years touring, working, creating with Michael Jackson... the moves, the notes, the words are in his blood. It was so surreal to sit next to Travis and hear him Wooooo and Ooooo and point at the precise time during ‘They Don’t Really Care About Us’ and ‘Jam.’ Incredibly surreal to see him dancing along in his seat with the dancers for 'Beat It' and 'Black or White'. He is impressed by the incredible skill of the Cirque trampoline acrobats, yelling out cheers and then leaning in to explain his cheering. He exclaims with a huge smile of absolute joy, “What you just saw... that is entertainer’s envy.”

The laughter and cheers turn to tears during 'Thriller' and 'Man in the Mirror' where the hologram bestows the misfits with magical dust and then turns into a young MJ. Travis dabs his eyes with the tissues I pass between him and MK. Some routines and songs are clearly more emotional and moving for him holding so many memories of years spent with Michael on stage. Although there were so many stunning moments the incredibly moving hologram during 'Man In The Mirror' is the highlight of the show for me.



I knew once Travis sat next to me he would be the true test for me about the hologram. As with anything for Michael since his death there has been controversy and the hologram has been no different. I really try to stay away from all controversy and trust the Estate will not allow anything to be done that would not be in excellent taste. True to this standard I was reassured at my first viewing of the hologram they again had not let Michael, Michael’s children and mother, or the MJ fans down. I personally always wanted the hologram, for me as for millions of others who were not so lucky to see Michael perform in person it’s the very closest I’ll ever come to seeing Michael in concert. For me it is mystifying, magical, and affirming that many around the world continue to be blessed by Michael’s magic. I have felt that magical dust over me in the many chance meetings with MJ's colleagues and friends over the last four years. Tears flow here, tissues are passed again. The show moves on but for me the hologram is absolutely the pinnacle! MJ One would not be the same show or have the same magic without the hologram... it is simply beautiful... just so magical... SO Michael.

My feelings are confirmed as Travis emotionally dabs his eyes. 

MK who sits to my right is overwhelmed with tears. He loves Michael Jackson and respects him so much. I am so happy he is able to share these moments with me. He laughs at the shenanigans of the actors with the moving glittery glove that has a mind of it’s own. He gasps, cheers, claps and tears flow. I pass the tissues from MK to Travis and then back again many times. At one point I’m crying too. Who could not cry sitting between these two men experiencing this. So I grab a tissue too and dab my eyes.

As the show ends and we rise out of our chairs I say good bye to Travis’ father, Dr. Payne, and mother, Inez. Then feeling a kindred soul experience ask Travis if I can hug him, without hesitation he says, “Absolutely!” We give each other a giant bear hug. I feel so blessed to have experienced this night with him. I have held my program in my lap throughout the show allowing the snow to dry on it so I can literally save the memories and ask Travis to sign it. He is happy to oblige as I whip a handy sharpie out of my bag and he smiles and nods approvingly at my preparedness. Then as we turn around suddenly he is swamped as audience members realize who he is. Well they also could have gotten a big clue when he flew up out of his seat to dance at the end of the show or during TDRCAU pointing to the heavens with huge spontaneous OOOOOoooooo at just the precise moment. I too along with others could not contain myself to stay in my seat and needed to jump up, clap, dance and yell. Then truly that is what the life blood of MJ’s music does to us who live it... love it. How amazing to be standing and cheering for Michael on his birthday with both Travis and MK. There was no need to ask Can You Feel It? The evidence was everywhere... the LOVE was everywhere. We miss you Michael! We celebrate you Michael on what would have been your 55th birthday. The world will never be the same... but we... those who love you will continue to keep your legacy alive... your L.O.V.E. alive.
 

Vegas Morning Blend TV interview with Travis Payne:
http://www.vegasmorningblend.com/videos/219302081.html

Not MJ One but truly a glimpse of the best in the world talent and energy which had to rise to MJ's level in any performance. Travis Payne right there at the top. Wonderful interview of Jamie King Creative Director of MJ One: