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Wednesday, September 4, 2013

Magical MJ ONE

“I always want to do music that inspires or influences another generation. You want what you create to live, be it sculpture or painting or music. Like Michelangelo, he said, “I know the creator will go, but his work survives. That is why to escape death, I attempt to bind my soul to my work.” And that’s how I feel. I give my all to my work. I want it to just live.” ~~~ Michael Jackson
MJ One is an experience like no other; just as Michael Jackson was an entertainer like no other. Where Immortal started the rolling wave of excellence to honor Michael Jackson and his legacy which has traveled around the world... MJ One catapults it to a whole new dimension. I’ve heard it said Immortal was like the MJ ice cream and cake and MJ One is like a super sized serving with sprinkles, whip cream and cherry on top. 

There is no way I could ever explain or break down this show song by song. Nor would I want to as it’s simply an adventure that truly needs to be experienced personally.

Every time I’ve attended, which is four times now, I’ve seen and experienced something new from different areas of the theater. As with all Cirque Shows it is changing, evolving as a living thing, creatively growing each time. This fact is so reassuring to me as a huge MJ fan because we all know Michael was a perfectionist. The fact that Cirque du Soleil continues to listen, digest their own creation and change it for the better on a continual basis gives credence to the fact that they highly respect the genius of Michael Jackson and his artistry.

 When the fans were asked to attend the show and write a review I was absolutely thrilled and honored. Having already purchased a ticket for the MJ One early show and MJ pre-party birthday celebration in Vegas I now would also be attending the very special second show.
Special Birthday fluorescent MJ One ticket
I had two tickets for the second show and for me it was imperative I needed to invite someone special. I prayed knowing that God had someone in mind for that assignment. I felt it needed to be someone who had not seen the show yet... so they could share this first experience. I wanted to watch the expression on their face as MJ One touched their senses for the first time. I really had no idea what God had in store. I waited for weeks to ask someone and then the doors opened and I knew who would be my special guest... Michael Kiss (MK). A very long time fan of Michael Jackson’s, also an MJ impersonator who is performing in Vegas at the V Theater, a member of the Michael Jackson Fans of Southern California (MJFSC) Face Book group and more importantly a friend. He happily felt very blessed to attend the second show with me.  



At the first show God blessed me as a gentleman from the UK sat next to me. He had traveled from London just to see MJ One. A very long time, huge, die hard MJ fan he expressed as I have so many times, “I was never able to see Michael Jackson in concert when he was alive. This is the closest I will ever come to that. It is second best but it helps ease the thought that he is no longer with us.” 



I began this journey as I do all my Michaeling adventures with eyes and heart open wide and great expectations. As has been my experience since Michael’s death special things happen... one just needs to remain open to God’s plan. Many times I have written about and expressed the Lord’s touch on my life when it comes to Michael. I’ve had so many experiences where I end up meeting someone who knew Michael or going somewhere I had not intended on going... led there... dare I say by Michael. The brush of an angel’s wing and I am suddenly speaking to someone who worked with or knew Michael. In every instance it always astounds and amazes me. You would think I’d get used to such happenings by now; however like a child at Christmas each time is so exciting and I’m just simply blown away.



This particular Michaeling adventure started at the airport. Sitting quietly alone in the terminal thinking about how unfriendly airports can be. They are filled with so many people yet very few talk or interact. Each person in their own world, traveling, focused on getting where they need to go. Almost everyone is on a phone or ipad or listening to their ipods with personal, invisible, protective barriers set in place. The young girl in short shorts (do they even call them that anymore?) across from me listening to her ipod gets up and leaves her seat empty... another young girl looking very much like her and also listening to her ipod takes her place... then she too leaves. A man pushing a wheel chair takes her place. The gray haired gentleman wearing a nice brown tweed suit and blue A’s baseball cap reminds me of my dad. I look at the man maneuvering the wheelchair as he sits across from me. He is wearing a comfortable track suit, checking his phone and I confirm to myself that I must be loosing my mind, that I’ve obviously completely MJ’d out. Wondering if I am outwardly mouthing the words, “Wow... he looks very much like Travis Payne.” Then I think to myself... take a picture and look again. So I take an unauthorized picture of this unwitting stranger and he jumps up and wheels the gentleman away. I think again to myself, “You idiot now you’ve done it. It was Travis Payne and you made him uncomfortable with over the top fandomness"... but then I think... "Nawh get over yourself... that couldn’t have been Travis Payne anyway.” 

He talks to the flight attendant at the desk and glances back at me as I pretend to take pics of the airport flight sign like any real touristy, tourist would do... right? Maybe that will cover the fact that I snapped a pic of him on the sly like a stalker paparazzo. I decide I’m out of my mind for both sneaking pics and thinking it is Travis Payne and toss the camera back in my purse. He then returns to the same seat across from me and parks the chair next to the end facing me. I can’t help but look straight at him... giving a curious glance... making eye contact... and then he smiles. Yes that smile! It is definitely Travis Payne. ‘The’ Travis Payne that all MJ fans know who traveled, performed and created with Michael Jackson on such a personal level for so many years. I smile back and say, “Hello. Are you going to Vegas?” He responds with a nod, his eyes lighting up as he says, “Yes and you?” My mouth is moving as I speak and words come out but I’m not sure it’s me talking... I mean what are the friggin’ chances of sitting across from Travis Payne and his father? I hear myself excitedly respond, “Yes. MJ One!” He says, “Oh yes I’m going to see MJ One too.” I blurt out, “Yes! I know you ARE!” I mean where else would he be going on MJ’s birthday... right? He smiles big and introduces me to his father, “I’m taking my family too. This will be our first time to see it together. There will be seven of us. This is my father, Dr. Payne.” He graciously introduces me as an MJ super fan who is keeping MJ’s legacy alive. I am so honored as he hospitably pats the seat between him and his dad and invites me to sit between them and chat. I readily accept the offer feeling like I’m talking with old friends. Travis is such a kind, sincere and generous hearted person with the fans. He truly has learned so much from Michael... or maybe it just comes naturally for him. After meeting his parents I do believe the later may be the case. Although so many times I’ve met those who worked closely with Michael and they are so down to earth and kind. You can see why Michael was so comfortable with them.

As conversation proceeds I learn his father is a huge music fan and has an entire basement lined with vinyl LPs of all types of music. So many genres and musicians you could not begin to list them all. We begin to talk about the surround sound chairs and music immersion of the MJ One theater and his eyes light up as he shares about his six speaker surround sound in his basement. Clearly Travis has inherited his father’s deep musicality. I just know I need a picture to document this moment in time with these two beautiful men. So I enlist another traveler who has been observing the unusually friendly airport scene and he happily obliges. 

I am caught off guard when Dr. Payne kindly asks me where I am from originally and I share, “California... but I moved all over as my dad was a big part of NASA. I am a NASA brat.” Normally when traveling it's all about Michaeling... fans don’t take the time to learn too much about one another as we are busy sharing the latest Michaeling adventure. I know this is something I am guilty of. The warm feeling of Dr. Payne’s genuine interest reminds me this must change. Then Travis asks where I’ll be sitting at the show... I tell him and add, "I’ll look for you and say hello to you and your family or at least wave hello... if that is ok.” He warmly responds, “Absolutely! Please do.” Then as I reach out to shake his father’s hand good-bye Travis says, “Dad doesn’t like to shake hands. He likes to hug.” I happily ask if I can hug him. He nods responding with a jovial, “Of course you can.” I proceed to hug my new found friend, Dr. Payne, expressing a heartfelt, “It was so nice to meet you.”  Travis is so kind and eloquently charming just like his father. Then as it’s now time to board we move from our seats toward the boarding tunnel. I am traveling to Vegas on board with Travis Payne and his lovely father. Surreal doesn’t begin to explain the feeling as I wonder silently, “If this is how my trip is starting, dear Lord, what will be next?”


The MJ fans who have taken advantage of the special offer from Mandalay Bay for Michael’s 55th birthday receive a special gift bag with each room. In the gift bag is a surprise invitation to a Meet and Greet in the MJ One gift shop with Joe Vogel, author of "Man In The Music." We are surprised to learn Matt Forger, Michael’s private music engineer for many, many years is also there to meet fans. Then as the doors open we move inside the lobby for delicious cupcakes and a celebration of what would have been Michael’s 55th birthday. There are many present who worked with Michael for many years. So much talent is present and so much respect for Michael. Present for the fans to greet and talk with are John Branca, Jamie King, Greg Phillinganes, Rich and Tone Talauega and Travis Payne. Many pictures are taken and autographs given. It's such a delight to talk to these amazingly talented people.
 
The show, MJ One, is simply that magical place I never want to leave.... if only it could be the never ending journey
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The music first of all is absolutely amazing... ALL Michael Jackson... thanks to the genius of Kevin Antunes and his respectful sensitivity to handling and mixing Michael’s voice, music and songs. There has always been a therapeutic healing in Michael Jackson’s music that reaches souls from the smallest of children to the oldest of adults. Kevin Antune’s has blended the songs so well you just drift effortlessly from one MJ hit song and back to another. The joined forces and amazing artistic creation of Cirque’s Welby Altidor along with the highly energetic, creative talent of Jamie King incorporate all eras of Michael’s long career. Also the amazing co-choreography talent of Travis Payne and the brothers Rich and Tone Talauega bring respect and homage to MJ covering decades of sharp, signature dance moves, music and creativity. They all have the absolute highest respect and love for Michael Jackson and readily will tell you it is their honor and privilege to bring credit to him on all levels. I’m so surprised to know that the Talauega brothers remember me from the BAD 25 premier in Hollywood. In talking to the brothers again at the birthday party they emphatically shake their heads in assured confirmation that they would have it NO other way than to show absolute respect for Michael and work for excellence in his memory. This is always a joyful conversation with any of these talented artists. Knowing that MJ’s reputation and legacy are safe with them is very affirming. Also very reaffirming is to see and hear from John Branca and Karen Langford that Michael’s legacy is in tact and guarded. Knowing they protect Michael’s legacy for his children is very reassuring. 


The entire phenomenal cast of MJ One, from Mother Earth to the acrobats and the pole dancer who takes pole dancing to a whole other artistic level in Dirty Diana.... everyone... they all defy description. The mind boggling circus sights and acrobatics of the Cirque cast as they fly through the air over the audience on ropes, giant rubber bands and trampolines; as well as beautifully choreographed MJ moves of the dancers are transformative. It is just the most perfect melding of all that was Michael and the art and joyful fun he loved. Watching them defy gravity as acrobats light up and moon walk down the walls, magically glide across the stage or float above you literally lifts your spirit with restorative energy.

There are gasps, cheers, oohs and aahs, spontaneous bursts of applause for most all the songs... the energy is high... very high. At the end of the first show the gentleman from the UK sitting next to me openly shares his awe and wonder and ecstatically proclaims while shaking his head in disbelief, “I have traveled all over the world to see the most incredible shows and I have to say this is the first time I have EVER experienced literal snow falling in the audience. Combine that with Michael’s appearance as a hologram, just everything else, along with Michael’s music... this has to be the best show I’ve ever seen!”



The sights... the sounds mesmerize with the ‘Magic that is Michael Jackson’ as his music and voice tenderly grip your inner child and take you out to play on a Michael journey where only the sweet innocence of Michael’s creative inner child could ever take you. No other artist has ever been able to personally touch so many on a global level with his voice and music, reaching deep into their inner core. Michael’s music is a personal experience felt with the aid of total sound immersion from 5,500 surrounding speakers. You not only feel it... you live total spontaneous immersion in the MJ One theater which also includes personal speakers in each seat. You can’t help but breath in the feast for the senses, visions dancing over head and flying through the air as the sound envelopes you. MJ One is simply a phenomenal, rejuvenating and euphoric experience.




Even before the music, dancers and acrobats fill the theater for the special birthday show we are led into MJ’s fantastical wonderland enjoying his fun sense of humor as the misfit actors in the show mess with the audience pretending to steal seats and the paparazzi sneak up and take pictures. One audience member, a lady who is targeted by the gang of red coated pap poses like Marilyn Monroe and flaunts it for the cameras... playing back to them. The audience laughs and applauds her. Then just as suddenly the same actors who were messing with the audience are on stage and the show begins.

Our seats are in the most advantageous place so far, right in the middle of the front section, three quarters up from the stage. Far enough away to see all that is happening around you and close enough to see details on stage. I mention this because the fans continue to ask where the best seats are. These are them! Although I have to say there are seriously NO bad seats in the MJ One Theater. 




As we watch the pap & misfits messing with the audience the long row of seats next to me remains empty. Memories of the surprise at the Staples Immortal premier flutter through my mind when I realized I was sitting next to the Jackson brothers and right behind Chris Tucker and his son. Glancing over I see Travis Payne entering with his family. His dad is right next to him. I’m thrilled to see his mother is also with him now. I look at MK and jokingly say, “Wouldn’t it be amazing if Travis came and sat in these empty seats next to me.” MK responds with a nod back toward Travis and his family as they make their way down the isle toward me. Sure enough Travis moves with his father down the isle and sits smack dab next to me, leans over and with a knowing grin says exactly what I’m thinking, “God is good!” I wholeheartedly agree out loud with him, "Yes He is!" Then he motions to his dad, “Look Dad, here is the lady we met at the airport.” We all smile and say hello again and this time I’m also pleased and privileged to meet Travis’ lovely and gracious mother, Inez.

The show begins... Dr. Payne is bopping in his chair to the music. He definitely feels it. Both Travis and I laugh in agreement... we are feeling it too. The energy level beginning to amp up. To begin to describe MJ One in detail is a disservice to anyone going to see it. First I would not want to ruin the experience for you; however beyond that it is just indescribable and MUST be experienced.


There are many favorite highlights in the show for me.... the acrobats who burst onto the stage for 'Smooth Criminal' and the perfect amazing lean. 'Thriller' is one of my favorite sequences and very much incorporates the audience as the dancers fill the isles creeping along, falling from the sky and ultimately there is an army of creepy ghouls doing the Thriller dance everywhere. The energy is incredibly intense and uplifting eliciting thoughts of how utterly amazing Michael’s personal performing energy must have been, as I’ve been told it was many times the energy of MJ One.

Another amazing act is 'Human Nature' as a dancer who seemingly boneless performs an incredibly fluid routine, clearly inspired by Michael Jackson. Each song and act a burst of sensory immersion therapy! However the literal gentle snowfall during 'Stranger in Moscow' is a sensory delight as the cool snow flakes land and melt on my face and hands and the MJ One program which lays across my lap.


The second show I sit between Travis Payne and Michael Kiss (MK). I had warned MK that it’s a very emotional show so he came prepared with a pack of tissues. As soon as the first beat hits Travis is moving in his seat... it simply just in his DNA... so many years touring, working, creating with Michael Jackson... the moves, the notes, the words are in his blood. It was so surreal to sit next to Travis and hear him Wooooo and Ooooo and point at the precise time during ‘They Don’t Really Care About Us’ and ‘Jam.’ Incredibly surreal to see him dancing along in his seat with the dancers for 'Beat It' and 'Black or White'. He is impressed by the incredible skill of the Cirque trampoline acrobats, yelling out cheers and then leaning in to explain his cheering. He exclaims with a huge smile of absolute joy, “What you just saw... that is entertainer’s envy.”

The laughter and cheers turn to tears during 'Thriller' and 'Man in the Mirror' where the hologram bestows the misfits with magical dust and then turns into a young MJ. Travis dabs his eyes with the tissues I pass between him and MK. Some routines and songs are clearly more emotional and moving for him holding so many memories of years spent with Michael on stage. Although there were so many stunning moments the incredibly moving hologram during 'Man In The Mirror' is the highlight of the show for me.



I knew once Travis sat next to me he would be the true test for me about the hologram. As with anything for Michael since his death there has been controversy and the hologram has been no different. I really try to stay away from all controversy and trust the Estate will not allow anything to be done that would not be in excellent taste. True to this standard I was reassured at my first viewing of the hologram they again had not let Michael, Michael’s children and mother, or the MJ fans down. I personally always wanted the hologram, for me as for millions of others who were not so lucky to see Michael perform in person it’s the very closest I’ll ever come to seeing Michael in concert. For me it is mystifying, magical, and affirming that many around the world continue to be blessed by Michael’s magic. I have felt that magical dust over me in the many chance meetings with MJ's colleagues and friends over the last four years. Tears flow here, tissues are passed again. The show moves on but for me the hologram is absolutely the pinnacle! MJ One would not be the same show or have the same magic without the hologram... it is simply beautiful... just so magical... SO Michael.

My feelings are confirmed as Travis emotionally dabs his eyes. 

MK who sits to my right is overwhelmed with tears. He loves Michael Jackson and respects him so much. I am so happy he is able to share these moments with me. He laughs at the shenanigans of the actors with the moving glittery glove that has a mind of it’s own. He gasps, cheers, claps and tears flow. I pass the tissues from MK to Travis and then back again many times. At one point I’m crying too. Who could not cry sitting between these two men experiencing this. So I grab a tissue too and dab my eyes.


As the show ends and we rise out of our chairs I say good bye to Travis’ father, Dr. Payne, and mother, Inez. Then feeling a kindred soul experience ask Travis if I can hug him, without hesitation he says, “Absolutely!” We give each other a giant bear hug. I feel so blessed to have experienced this night with him. I have held my program in my lap throughout the show allowing the snow to dry on it so I can literally save the memories and ask Travis to sign it. He is happy to oblige as I whip a handy sharpie out of my bag and he smiles and nods approvingly at my preparedness. Then as we turn around suddenly he is swamped as audience members realize who he is. Well they also could have gotten a big clue when he flew up out of his seat to dance at the end of the show or during TDRCAU pointing to the heavens with huge spontaneous OOOOOoooooo at just the precise moment. I too along with others could not contain myself to stay in my seat and needed to jump up, clap, dance and yell. Then truly that is what the life blood of MJ’s music does to us who live it... love it. How amazing to be standing and cheering for Michael on his birthday with both Travis and MK. There was no need to ask Can You Feel It? The evidence was everywhere... the LOVE was everywhere. We miss you Michael! We celebrate you Michael on what would have been your 55th birthday. The world will never be the same... but we... those who love you will continue to keep your legacy alive... your L.O.V.E. alive.
 

Vegas Morning Blend TV interview with Travis Payne:
http://www.vegasmorningblend.com/videos/219302081.html

Not MJ One but truly a glimpse of the best in the world talent and energy which had to rise to MJ's level in any performance. Travis Payne right there at the top. Wonderful interview of Jamie King Creative Director of MJ One:

Thursday, August 23, 2012

Siedah Breakfast - Westlake - Aug. 15, 2012


It was early morning, something I am not accustomed to lately as I have become a night owl staying up into the wee morning hours writing. The old adage I lovingly preached to my teenage children came to mind, “You can’t soar with the eagles in the morning if you’re hootin’ with the owls at night.” Moving slowly just after sun up on two hours sleep I began my day. My mindset... I MUST make it on time. Looking forward to this day with high expectation for sometime I didn’t want to be late to one of this year’s most special gatherings. I found myself dressed and out the door in a daze, pushing my very favorite all time magical elixir the mocha Starbucks frappaccino. This was a two morning frappaccino even though breakfast was promised. I had downed them both in a flash and was now feeling human, a bit more alive. Soon I was disembarking in the now familiar parking lot line up at Westlake Studios. Today was the day Siedah Garrett would be meeting fans at Westlake Studios where she and Michael Jackson recorded “I Can’t Stop Loving You.” 

Cursing my new found body clock I was pinching myself and wishing I felt better, more awake for this day as the MJ fans gathered in the parking lot. Immediately as I climbed from my car I heard the ever present cacophony of languages often heard at MJ gatherings of any sort. International voices greeting my dull almost jet lagged ears, followed by the laughing, the greetings and the beautiful smiles. Michael Jackson’s unifying language of LOVE between us all, drawing us from all over the world to this time and space at Westlake Studios, each of us anxious to meet beautiful Siedah Garrett, some for the first time. Now my senses awoke with the smiles of new found common friendship. Mingling and getting to know one another I learned there were several there I knew from Face Book. We were given a warm, bubbly greeting from Jacqueline Lennon (Yes initials JL and no not related to John) and Ray Brown (no not related to James) who both emerged smiling from the backdoor studio door that Michael walked through so many times in the 8 years he spent recording at Westlake Studios. As they approached I couldn’t help but picture Michael also walking out the same door carrying Bubbles as he had been his constant companion on many occasions in this very same spot at Westlake. I thought of the day I stood outside the Westlake door in the rain in awe of the fact I even stood at the same door Michael had entered to record and now here I was passing through the threshold for a third visit inside this now very famous spot on earth. Again I pinched myself.






          We were invited into the lobby area moving our mingling and talking inside. The anticipation rose while we waited for Siedah to greet us wondering what was in store. Then she was introduced and stepped into the room. Instantaneously the atmosphere in the lobby changed, the level of chatter rose, the energy rose. There stood Siedah. Even more beautiful in person, her effervescent presence and smile lighting up the room. I wondered what it must have been like with her energy next to Michael’s. She introduced herself and shook hands with all the fans. Immediately I felt a common bond as she shared that as a musician she is a night person, not used to getting up so early. That she was okay after drinking a few few cups of coffee. I laughed out loud knowing the feeling of being a night owl. Excited I was able once again meet her... this time I was not a squealing crazy fan making no sense what-so-ever rambling on and on as I had been last December when I met her for the first time at the Los Angeles MJIWT premier. You will all be happy to know, and I was very happy with myself; albeit maybe it stemmed from a feeling of exhaustion, but I calmly shook her hand and looked her in the eye as I spoke to her. I conducted myself with grownup decorum and responsible, respectful behavior. I shook her hand, said hello and told her I’d met her at Staples Center for MJIWT and was so happy to be there to see her again. However... inside I was yelling “Ohhhh Myyyy God!!! It’s Siedah Garrett holding my hand and saying hello to me!! AGAIN!!” She was gracious, kind and smiled from the inside out. Having just watched the summer Olympics I couldn’t help but think as I greeted her that she looks like an Olympian, so fit and incredibly in shape. I didn’t want to hold up the line so I moved on toward the inner most part of the studio for the tour portion where I was honored to meet Eric Nuri, Siedah’s manager again. We shook hands as he said hello and very much to my surprise learned he remembered me and my name from our meeting at Staples, which in a way was unnerving as I was pretty much, shall we say... an “excited” fan that night. Even Tito Jackson moved down a seat from my “exuberant” self and my good friend, Robyn, after intermission. Eric was very genuine and sweet to me and made me feel very much appreciated as we talked. Then I was able to say hello again to Al Machera and Steve Burdick the owners of Westlake who greeted me with arms open wide and big hugs. Their professional openness and friendliness creates such a feeling of family at Westlake which clearly reflects in all their employees. It’s was really good to see them all again.


After initial greetings with Siedah we are lured toward the inner workings of Studio D. THIS is where the world’s best of the best, the very top of those best being Michael Jackson, have been recorded and still today continue to record as this is still a working studio. We are then led by Ray Brown on a nostalgic, sentimental journey through Michael Jackson’s landmark studio. I already know the drill as this is my third tour; however I’m still just as excited as if on my first. This is the only studio in the world that can rightfully claim that Michael Jackson recorded the Off The Wall, Thriller, Bad and Dangerous albums within it’s walls. Here everywhere you look Michael is honored in this special place. MJ pictures, posters, gold and platinum records adorn the walls and entice you forward.

Bubbles' window where he watched Michael work below.
Recording studio view out Bubbles' window, set up for the breakfast.
MJ with Bubbles. Not a picture from Westlake. So precious!

We are taken for the short tour, the Siedah breakfast version. I am so excited to be back again more relaxed and very happy for the opportunity to snap the picture of the Bubbles window which I missed last time. Sparking my imagination the Bubbles room is one of my favorite places at Westlake. Visions of Bubbles sitting in the window sill gazing down below at Michael while he works, sings and dances fill my mind. It’s in this room I look around and feel Michael’s freely given love for his adorable pet chimp, picture them just hanging out, Michael giggling, smiling and playing with Bubbles who was more like a son in some ways for him at the time. Here I feel all the huge love Michael carried for the children of the world, the huge heart of love he shared with Bubbles and all his pets before he had his own children. 

Ben the Westlake Engineer
Siedah sharing about Man In The Mirror
Ray leads us all to gather as a group in front of the heart and soul of the studio... the soundboard. Today friendly Ben the engineer rules over the sound. This is where Bruce Swedien worked his magic blending and mixing sounds, while recording with Michael, Siedah and Quincy.

Listening to those who personally knew Michael Jackson share their experiences with him fills me with such joy. These precious, fun and inspirational stories about the real man behind the scenes are like gold to me.

Here, Sid, as Quincy Jones calls her joins us in the room, the very same room where she met Michael for the very first time. Siedah’s energy is simply contagious her smile lighting up the room. Her presence commands attention as she stands behind the soundboard, we all grow quiet anticipating her words. I think about how powerful, how absolutely amazing it must have been to see and hear them both on stage together. Michael’s glow and energy mixed with Siedah’s. To me she was the very best duet partner he ever sang with in concert. Her effervescent joy and love for Michael over flows from her every pore as she freely shares her heart of love for Michael confiding, with a giggle, that as a young girl, throughout her entire childhood she had dreamed that Michael would one day be her husband. Charmingly, like an old friend, she relayed to us her personal story about writing Man In The Mirror and how it just ‘poured out’ of her from above, her nervous but determined delivery of the demo cassette to Quincy in the middle of a business meeting at his home, his awe struck reaction and then Michael’s reaction, how Quincy called her to tell her it was the best song he’d heard in ten years and then how MJ got on the phone to speak to her. Just like a fan she was screaming on the inside, “Oh My God!! I’m talking to Michael Jackson!! My husband!!” but calm, cool, collected and professional on the phone. I so identified with this as I had just done the same thing with her when I shook her hand in the lobby... well not the husband part.


She expressed the privileged fact, which her incredible talent has earned her, that NO one else on this earth can claim, that this is THE song that made Michael Jackson want to meet the person who wrote it. Humbly and with overflowing gratitude she shared that this song and the wonderful fact that Michael Jackson loved it pulled her from the brink of extinction. Some how I wonder if that truly could have ever been the case as God has always had his hand on Siedah. Just as God had a calling for Michael... the two from the beginning of time, brought together for a heavenly divine appointment. She described her first actual meeting with Michael which evoked the same inner feelings of massive excitement, however she was able to stay calm and collected. Her deep respect for Michael was very apparent as she expressed how humble he was, not ever all about himself, always interested in learning about others. He openly expressed he simply loved her voice, asking her questions, giving her many compliments. She expounded how much it took her back when he stated that he wanted to sing like her. She thought he’d be so different... he was humble. Sharing, "He made you feel like he had as much to learn from you as you did from him." She couldn’t believe that Michael Jackson was standing there saying he wanted to sing like her. She laughed out loud as she shared she had stood there when he said those words thinking to herself, "I just knew NONE of my friends would EVER believe that Michael Jackson was saying he wanted to sing like ME!"

She was asked by Quincy to write five stanzas for Man In the Mirror for Michael to choose from and waited anxiously to see which one he’d choose, simply ecstatic to learn he chose her favorite which we all know and love today... “When you close your heart you close your mind.”  Her enthusiasm is absolutely contagious, after all the years of working with Michael awe, respect and wonderment still emanate when she speaks about working with him. In fact clearly the tragedy of his death has seated her respect and admiration deeper, stronger than ever. In this we identify, each in our own way as we also stand in awe sharing our own deep-seated feelings of LOVE and respect for Michael. I looked around the room at nodding heads, smiling faces... thoughts no doubt of Michael as she talked.  Siedah shared that when Michael was in the studio recording there was SO much energy in the studio it was just “CRAZY” and how incredibly fun it always was. She giggled as she told the story of how Michael was dressed in his white t-shirt, red corduroy shirt, black pants and loafers but had on two different colored socks, one brown and one green. She laughed and joked with him about his socks not matching and he chided that it was dark in the room when he was dressing that morning. The next time they met he made sure to tell her that his socks matched. Although he had on the same colored clothes as before he proudly showed off his matching socks. Laughing, pointing to his bright sky blue socks he said, “My socks match, Miss Gary.” She ribbed him, “Yeah but nothing else does!”  To round off this magical time at the soundboard Ben then played the original demo version of Man in the Mirror that Michael himself heard for the very first time! The feeling was incredible... yes we were hearing what Michael heard for the very first time so many years before.

Siedah shared that after a concert a woman, Penny, Kenny Ortega’s assistant approached her asking her if she knew Bill W. She said no and learned that this is a greeting AA members give. Bill W. was the founder of AA, Alcoholics Anonymous, and that she needed to tell her a story. She conveyed a very heartfelt story that the song Siedah wrote, Man In The Mirror, was instrumental in saving her life. She had planned her suicide but this song began to play and it played and played. It filled her mind and the words began to sink in, take root and as they did they gave her hope and she no longer wanted to hurt herself. This day, Siedah shared she learned the power that music has in people’s lives.


We now moved on from the soundboard to the hot breakfast feast set before us. A plethora of food to choose from: juices, coffee, eggs, potatoes, bacon, sausage, fruit, french toast, sweet rolls and more. Yet I found myself not hungry... too much emotion flowing through me so I took a small portion with some fruit on a plate and generous glass of orange juice then took a seat near the front. There were large round banquet tables filling the recording studio today with lovely orchid center pieces. The beautiful ebony piano was in place near the front. Immediately as my eyes landed on the piano I recalled that this is the same piano that Paul McCartney played while recording with Michael. We all enjoyed our food while Siedah took her seat at the front of the room. Before long as we finished up our breakfast Greg Phillinganes arrived with his precious little girl and his beautiful girlfriend, Jory Steinberg, who is also an incredible vocalist in MJIWT Cirque show. Siedah greeted Greg and his daughter using the nick names, ‘Mouse’ and ‘Mini Mouse.’ Mouse, a nick name Michael, Quincy, Bruce and Siedah gave him which then naturally rolled down to “Mini Mouse” when Greg's daughter was born. The room is filled now with amazing talent. Greg is a hoot, immediately joking around, very friendly and open with all the fans; however what impresses me more than Greg’s amazing talent, fun spirit and wit, elevating him in my eyes to another new level is his obvious love and affection for his little girl. She adores her daddy and clearly he protectively adores too.


The two of them Siedah and Greg begin to share stories about Michael. They both shared at concerts on tour Michael would be on stage and he would be performing not just for the audience but also for the band. They would be watching him as if the audience would just so happen to be there, many times blowing them away. They would literally be so awe struck they would stare, slack jawed at MJ and literally forget what they were doing, having to catch themselves, remind themselves... “Oh yeah I’m suppose to be playing! I’m in the band!!” Thinking, “Oh My God what was that? What did he just do?” It was not uncommon in the middle of a concert for them to look at each other like “Did you just see that?” Greg emphatically said Michael never failed to do something new in each performance to amaze them. He talked about recording with MJ at the Beverly Westlake Studio across from Beverly Center. They had some down time and Michael said, “Hey, Greg, do you want to go across the street and go shopping?” Greg of course said, “Yes, sure” but was thinking to himself, “How on earth are we going to be able to go shopping? Michael Jackson doesn’t just ‘go shopping’.” Michael then proceeded to pull out and put on a big afro wig and disguise. They then walked together across the street to the Beverly Center, went up the escalator and spent the afternoon shopping at the mall. Greg talked about how COOL it was to be walking across the street with Michael Jackson and how he looked around and thought, “If these people only KNEW who was walking in this cross walk”.... but they didn’t and they spent the rest of the afternoon shopping. The only time they had someone recognize them was when Michael pulled out his credit card to pay in a store, the cashier looked at it like, “Huh?” when she read his name, then looked up at MJ and back at the card and back at him very closely... then realizing who he was... dumbfounded she silently rang up the sale, they took the purchase and walked out. She never said a word. They smiled at each other and left the store undetected by other shoppers.

Watching Siedah share about singing with Michael brought a smile, looking around everywhere people were smiling. She shared how thrilled she was to sing the entire first half of Man In The Mirror on the recording with just Michael before the choir came in. In my mind I hear their voices blending so beautifully. Especially poignant was when Siedah and Greg talked about how on the Bad tour at the end of the night after singing, dancing and performing for two hours Michael would close the show every night with Man In The Mirror and the crowd of 70,000 people would hold up lit lighters like torches, waving them in the air, the whole stadium filled with light, the audience would sing along with Michael so loud the band couldn’t hear themselves.

Siedah and Greg giving each other knowing looks, shoulder taps and nodding in complete agreement emphatically stated, “OH! And on tour you NEVER wanted to be staying in the same hotel as Michael!” All night long you’d hear “MICHAELLLL!” MICHAELLL!” and people singing You Are The World outside the window. One time Greg said he went to the window with MJ and the fans screamed as he pointed at MJ and then they screamed again when MJ pointed at him. He then shared they had seen the new Wembly Bad DVD, both nodding, saying, "It is amazing, absolute, raw Michael singing his brains out and dancing like a demon.” They both shared that on the Bad tour there were the greats who came to see Michael like: Lady Diana, Eric Clapton, Barry Gibbs and more. They would all be focused on his show and brilliance. When he performed you could see pure joy in his face and the very end of the show which had gone on for two hours was always so simple. He would gather various age kids and then just simply walk off the stage... so genuine and simple. 

Sharing relaxed banter as if just hanging out with friends Sieda talks of one time when she was sitting at the studio soundboard waiting. No one was there so she took out her knitting and began knitting away. Then she heard a song playing over the speakers. Quincy came in the room and asked her, “Do you like this song?” She said, “Yes” and Q pointed to the door and said, “Well go on in there then.” So she went into the recording side of the studio with MJ following behind her. There were two mics and two music stands set up. This was when they recorded, “I Can’t Stop Loving You.” She jokingly looked at us with the total ‘fan face, gob-smacked stare’ and said, “I had goose bumps. There I was singing THAT duet to my husband!” She also said she was just staring at MJ as he sang with his eyes closed and that, “It was such a RUSH!” After Michael passed it was really weird for her to sing the song without him and it wasn’t until she performed it the first time she realized she didn’t even know his lyrics. She joked with us telling us the inside story that in practice the two of them would always sing “I just can’t stop buying shoes.” MJ was the one who added, “You know I do” to the song and Siedah asked him, “Why do you sing that?” His answer, “I just like how it sounds.” I had to nod in agreement... me too.

A great MJ trivia fact Siedah shared was that once on the game show Password one of the questions was, “Who is the only female to ever record a duet with Michael Jackson who was not a family member?” Answer: Siedah holds this distinction. Fans wanted to know if at the Grammy awards did Michael plan the part where Andre Crouch went over and helped him up from the stage floor during Man In The Mirror... Siedah said, “No, it was impromptu. They never really knew what Michael would do in a performance.” Another fan wanted to know if she came up with 'Shamone'... she distinctly said, “No. That was ALL MJ.” One fan asked about the blonde wig she surprised MJ with on stage... she laughed and said yes there was a blonde wig and also a magenta wig in Japan. Also one time a record demo came in to the studio for Michael to listen to. He listened to A side. The B side was a lullaby for the artist’s child not ever meant to be played for MJ but MJ listened to it and when he heard it, he loved it and recorded it... the song “Human Nature.”

Then the tears welled up as Siedah played for us, for the public for the very first time her tribute to Michael. Her new song that she wrote as her love letter to Michael. This song she explained is a love song from her to him written specifically for him. It tells of how he enriched her life and her music and tells the story of how they met. I was so caught up and lost in the song that I couldn’t take notes so I don’t have the lyrics correct. I can’t wait until it’s released to hear it again. It is simply beautiful. The song a follow up to “I Can’t Stop Loving You” is simply titled, “Keep On Loving You” The only lyrics I managed to write (hopefully correctly) before falling under the enraptured spell of the melody and words were, “Remember for the rest of my life... some times I feel I loved then... and I love still... always have and always will... for the rest of my life I’m gonna love you... plays like the sound track from another life and time.” A collective sigh filled the room as it ended, the song bringing us to our feet with passionate, appreciative applause. An incredible honor to hear for the first time this beautiful, moving tribute of LOVE to Michael.  


Bruce Swedien joined the fun via skype from Florida where he owns his home which contains a super star studio filled with more gold and platinum records than most museums and right next to those awards are stuffed toy roosters. Bruce makes us all laugh. He is a big teddy bear of a man who loved Michael Jackson and still loves Michael with every fiber of his being. He is such a fun and jovial man I instantly could see why Michael loved him so much. His respect for Michael is so overwhelming at times he looses himself in emotion, rendering him speechless. Siedah and Greg enjoyed joking with him asking him to share about a present MJ once gave him... a white rooster named... of all things, Billie Jean, telling us all, "MJ had a great sense of humor." Siedah asked Bruce to show everyone the incredible mic she loves to record on. A mic that is wrapped in wood. There are only three in the world and Siedah proudly reveals that she recently recorded her new song in Florida on Bruce’s special mic, the NU-47 which has such a beautiful, warm sound. Bruce became very excited as he starts giving us all the details of the mic. It was so cute as Siedah jokingly breaks him off saying, “Ok Bruce that's enough. We got it.” Bruce laughed as he realized he got carried away. It was heartwarming as it reminded me of when I talk about MJ to non-fans. It did go pretty much over my head but what I did understand was the only other people in the world with a NU-47 mic are Ramses (I may have this name wrong) and Bjork and it is made in Helsinki, Finland. I chuckled to myself as I thought I did a pretty good job at getting those details as the more he talked about the mic the faster he talked... hopefully these few details are right.

Here is a bit more info on Bruce's NU-47 mic project.
 http://www.nu47.com/menu1.html

Bruce shared with us all about his dogs, Gordy and Boo Boo, the Great Dane that he says, “Owns the joint.” He smiled a big warm smile as he showed us a clip of the dogs running around the house. He talked about his chickens and rooster, Elvis. Siedah was drooling thinking about and talking about their farm fresh eggs. Both Greg and Siedah were raving about the best Swedish meatballs ever made by Bruce’s wife, Bea, which made us all want to visit for dinner. They all agreed in unison she is a great cook. Her home cooked meals are very high on the agenda when they visit. I laughed as I could see Greg figuring in his head when his next visit would be. Siedah asked Bruce to tell us about his museum and on a roll he joked back, “What?! You think I belong in a museum?” Before talking about the museum walls of his studio, the gold and platinum records or working with Michael, Bruce prefaced his sharing so lovingly and touchingly stating, "Any man who wants to be a success needs to have a wife like my, Bea." Everyone including the men sighed and a collective "awwhhhh" filled the room. I immediately thought how Bea was truly blessed to have such love and thoughtfulness in her life as well and how they so beautifully compliment each other. I could see the success of their long lasting, happy marriage, like a rare gem in this world... let alone show business. It was a very touching, beautiful moment of a man sharing his heart of love for the love of his life. Yes LOVE still does exist in this world.

A fan asked about the Bruce Swedien recording method and how different it is today from how they recorded for Michael. He responded with a giant spitting ‘raspberry’ sound. We all laughed in agreement as we know nothing today compares. He shared he will have a new ‘tell all’ book coming out soon which will 'tell all' about the 'Bruce Swedien method of recording.' In answer to the question Greg also became animated in exasperation lifting his hands extending them through the air, stretched out side to side in a large sweeping box motion saying, “This is how Michael’s music sounds” and then bringing in his hands very close together with a shrug said... “and this is how the music is recorded today.” Indicating there is no comparison, no depth... there are no layers.

I asked Bruce what was one of his favorite memories of Michael. He said there were so many he couldn’t pick one but then the conversation flowed to a time when there was a meeting during the Wiz, the limo pulled up for MJ. Q and Bruce ran, piled in and it drove away as a decoy. The fans thought MJ was also in the limo but instead at the very same time as they were zipping to jump into the limo Bea had piled MJ in the back seat of her Bronco where he lay on the floor as she drove him away to his condo undetected. A fan then asked Bruce what he would do next in his career and his answer, “Well I’ve recorded with three of the top vocalists, Joe Williams and the Count Basie Band, Michael Jackson and Siedah Garrett... after recording those three... I don’t need to do anymore. I’m done.”

Then a question was asked, “What is the best song from all of MJ’s entire recorded work that has not been released?” Bruce did not want to commit on that answer however Greg very excitedly jumped at this answer stating he had recently worked on all the masters for the latest Behind The Mask compilation and there was one song that stuck out in his mind as simply amazing, “A Place Without No Name.” Waving his arms wide filling the room saying, “It sounds like forty vocals creating a massive wall of sound!” I nodded in agreement as I have heard this song. Michael rarely did remakes but this one from America of A Horse With No Name is simply amazing and definitely Michael’s alone. There is nothing out there like it today. 

Michael Jackson - A Place Without No Name
Thank you for this great video Robyn Starkand




Siedah, Jory and Greg's precious daughter
Someone in the audience asked if Greg would do his Stevie Wonder impersonation at the piano. The room filled with chuckles as he spontaneously gave us a tad bit of uncanny Stevie Wonder head swaying while sitting at the table with his daughter on his lap, eating his breakfast. Then we asked if he would play something on the piano, he obligingly moved to the piano and played both “I Can’t Stop Loving You” and “Man In The Mirror.” Siedah holding her hand to her heart expressed, “No one can play the song the way Greg plays it.” He was the person who played on the original recordings with Michael and Siedah.

Siedah then stepped to the piano and sang Man In the Mirror for us. I sat there mesmerized, amazed, listening, drinking in the moment. Greg Phillinganes, Michael's music director in person only feet away, playing the rich beautiful sounding piano, masterfully touching the keys and Siedah’s beautiful one of a kind voice, with no mic, just the piano and Siedah's incredible voice filling the room. Tears filled my eyes and the emptiness that so often dwells within every Michaeling experience filled my heart.

One more time... the only thing missing to make this moment in time absolutely perfect... was Michael. Confirming this feeling Siedah shared that some nights still, out on the road, or just anywhere, she'll hear one of his songs or see his picture or have a memory and he is still everywhere and she misses him everyday.

Thank you Siedah Garrett, Greg Phillinganes, Bruce Swedien, Jory Steinberg, Eric Nuri and everyone at Westlake Studios for this amazing and wonderful experience.

Thank you for this life long cherished memory.

Siedah - The same duet mic!!
Video from Siedah with highlights from the breakfast.



Click on the link below to read my Michael's Heart, Thriller Studio Tour story from June 2012.
Enjoy! In this story there is much more info about the full Thriller Studo Tour at both Westlake Studio D in Santa Monica and Studio A on Beverly Blvd.:

http://mjbliss.blogspot.com/2012/07/thriller-studio-tour-june-28-29-2012.html